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If you have landed here, I am deeply grateful that we get to share a moment together. I say that because your time and attention are the most valuable things you own. And Our stories are the currency of connection.
When we weave, time and attention with the intent to share our stories and are present with one another, it becomes a sacred moment where wisdom is cultivated. But these days, it is super difficult to carve out the time for ourselves, where we get to sit around the proverbial fire. In my own pursuit for sanity, calm, quite and softness, I found that others needed the same, and that underneath the desire, was also a lack of "permission" to pursue it.
From here, began my journey to creating Endeavors. A place where between what one was and what one wants to be. It is the place most fear, but also the place of pure potential. Where we get to start again, fresh, leaving the mantle of the old behind us and walking forward having found our OWN answers in pursuit of ourselves and in doing so, finding freedom.
Hello! Welcome...
My Story
Some people summit the 7 great peaks, others the peaks of change.
My thirties have been a complete whirlwind of change. From getting a degree, the death of a loved one, becoming a mom, being promoted, stepping into leadership, emigration, separation and divorce. To dealing with severe anxiety, post natal depression, dating for the first time in my late thirties (long but interesting story there), finding the love of my life and slowly transitioning out of corporate.
But through all this, I burnout. And, not from crappy things either.
Life had gifted me so many wins, but somehow, it just took away my health and my happiness. Deep in that dark space, I realized how far away I was from living my life, my vision of success. And I had to get myself out of there. I am sure you know that place...its filled with anxiety, depression, panic, frenetic, high paced energy. The push, push, push place.
Navigating the waters of transition, trying to find myself, reflecting on who I was but more importantly crafting who I wanted to be. Doing so deliberately and consciously has been one of the most difficult yet rewarding journeys I have ever taken. It led me to express the pain, the sorrow, the joy, the gratitude, the love and the lust I experienced. I wept and bled my heart onto the pages, with special people, through poetry, through stories, through moments and memories.
It helped me heal, it helped me see, it helped me move, and it helped me help others. Each time it has felt like death. But I have come to love playing in the betwixt and between.
The place of No-Thingness. The place where we feel torn between the polarities of who we were and who we want to be, but don't know yet what that looks or even feels like. "As we walk through the valley of the shadow of death" there is a moment to be still and to trust that you will come alive again.
This is the space I play in, with you and for you. It is in the No-Thingness, that has inspired me to create Endeavors. Endeavors is your liminal space. It's where we get to explore who you want to be, the life you want to create and the feelings you want to have living it.
And together we cultivate and nurture it with reverence, acceptance, curiosity, joy, celebration and interest to generate and navigate the new map of You.
